as people, do we naturally fall prey to our temptations....even more so when we convince ourselves that we've steeled ourseveles up against it? maybe it's invert reverse psychology, but most of what we don't want to do is usually what we really do want to do...even though not doing it would be for the better good. still, sometimes the most of what we can do would be to disobey ourselves and be honest and just go out and do it. freedom of choice, no? but can we say that we were meant to do what we didn't want to do because it wasn't meant to be what we should've done even if we didn't want to do it?

stop me if i'm confusing you here.

do things happen because they do?...or because they can?