"evolution in phases"

i was filling up this poll that the star had distributed regarding my past ambitions and my satisfaction levels with my learning institution. thinking about it now, when i was 5 i wanted to be a motor racer. i wanted to be knight rider, subsequently. after that, i wanted to be a detective. after that, i wanted to be [i'm sure everyone went through this, i'm sure of it] michael jackson. i veered off a bit and wanted to develop video games. and then i wanted to become some sorta i/t dude, though i had no idea what i wanted to do...just that pcs were cool. after that, i wanted to be a lawyer. and then, i wanted to be a rock star. and then a marketing executive-cum-rock star. and the marketing executive part of it might change. i don't know.

if we look at ourselves in terms of ambition and such, it can change just like that. some of us probably have had this lifelong dream that we're aiming at now, while some of us have this propensity to change our dreams according to our current circumstances. all i can say is, there's one dream that i want fulfilled and i'd be willing to do almost anything for it. almost. there's only so much that i could do. some say that we're born into futility. but there's always another day for that. if i have a dream and a vision that makes me feel better, and that allows me to hope, and to a certain extent, take my mind off things and make me smile for a while...isn't that worth it? it is. i need it. i've tasted the dream; and above all things now, i want it back.