freedom is optional.

freedom is optional.

the last few days have been a woozy/doozy.  with keong coming back, and spending time with him on day one and day two, it was all good fun.  though he could've called to say goodbye.  i'm a sucker for sentimentality.  wednesday's mamak coming together was good fun.  helmi, matt, keong, fajar, sean (!) and i met up at spicy [after much deliberation on sean's part ], and the results were less than hillarious...probably because everyone was pissed at one another.  still, it was good seeing everyone together for another last time, and i hope that we're all set for another one for christmas...if anyone has the heart to call me by then.  but these last few days have made me realize one other thing...the holidays are about to crashland to a dead stop, and it's going to be back to work for your humble servant.  i guess that my plan for reading voraciously has been half completed [the dogs of war has to be completed but i don't have the mood].  amidst this, i have time to invite friends over to complete my games for me, so i guess that there's nothing wrong with that.
 
i am the bastard.  it's not everyday that someone sits you down and gives you a blow by blow of your character flaws and explains that life could be better if you're not a selfish bastard.  thank you, jo and nic,  even though you'll never read this, and never will.  i know that the two of you really mean well, and i'm going to try to change.  eventually.  soon.  the sweet hereafter.  or something like that.
 
a few degrees hotter.  but it's still raining.