"yucca and vine"

i wouldn't really describe today as floating in the abyss, but it feels that way. the evening's starting to fall around me, and pretty soon, i guess i'll probably be in the process of watching my t-shirt mildew if the lights aren't turned on. but that time hasn't come yet, and it's still light out. it's just interesting to note that the sun comes out at full-force at around 5-ish, and then progressively starts to ebb away until there's nothing left of it by 7:30. usually, but not everyday. the day's been spent on one thing or another, but never for too long. i guess that the novelty of video gaming is lost when gameplay is repetitive, but i managed to visit the capitol records building after watching it get destroyed last night.

joy.

i've touched a bit of asia pacific, but not enough that would garner praise from all circles. my thoughts are strangely coherent and linked today, and you'd think that it'd make a good state of mind for studying. ah, well. there're a few things that i'm looking forward to in the oncoming months; brazil [i pray], smackdown vs. raw [but that's in november], burnout 3, spider-man 2, ocean's 12 [november], and, strangely, the chronicles of riddick. only because it has to feel like summer somehow, and i've already gotten through the start of it with last night.

despite thinking about lament for the last few nights [you'd know over what], it's still been alright. life feels empty and hollow when there's no one to share it with. wait, wait...yada yada yada it doesn't feel the same yada yada yada still want her back yada yada yada mind going mad. there, just to cut it short. maybe it's a parody of sorts, who knows?

you're still the ghost that haunts the way.