(somtimes) it's meant to be tough.

(somtimes) it's meant to be tough.

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anyway, things are peachy-keen. the relationship dynamic is puzzling me. i don't know where i stand, but i obviously dig her a lot more than she digs me (life's a bitch that way). but hey, at least i am somewhere with her.

lordy. i really do like her, don't i?

but in all honesty, i'm trying my best here. this might be a good thing, but i've got to stick around to make sure. it's like what she says...finish what you've started.

no doubt (insert your smiley here).

(i shan't bitch anymore about not being good enough for the rest of the week...)

i'd die for a big gulp right now (the world's most pointless drink, as you can get a bottle of your favourite carbonated beverage for a little more). i could also use a cigarette, but i'm curious to see what happens if i manage not to actually do any for the whole of tomorrow.

happy, healthy, holy. magical.