liberdace!

it'd feel nice if i could stand on a cliff right now and feel the wind in my face.

i wouldn't jump or anything, but i just crave the sensation of liberation of sorts. most of my friends would say that i have it better than them...i digress. i think everyone wants to unplug once in a while, no matter what their standing in life is.

which is why i'm going to the mall. to unwind. it's a pathetic excuse for a cliff, but since i don't particularly go to malls a lot (at least not anymore), i can treat it as a retreat of sorts.

a retreat for idiots, but a retreat nonetheless.

i think staying at home this past week has done a number on me. i've overslept and underslept and overslept again. but at the same time, i feel recharged and totally unmotivated to face the impending finals. et tu?

liberation.

i'd feel liberated if i could assault my boss for being the world's biggest dick.
i'd feel liberated if i could perform in front of 50,000 people without screwing up.
i'd feel liberated if i could view the world from outer space.
i'd feel liberated if i could feel reciprocation.
i'd feel liberated if i could watch a sunrise on the beach.
i'd feel liberated if i could wake up at 11 and go back to sleep.
i'd feel liberated if i could live a day without worries.

if not liberation...it'd still feel rather good.