need a spiritual ninja?

sometimes you need something to let yourself break away from the lack of spontaniety in life. living each day the same way, weaving in and out of the quickly passing hours as if they're not there...it's not the way that life is supposed to be.

sadly, i still live like that.

imagine if we felt that life wasn't so clockwork...that it was more fun and fulfilled than whatever it is we have today. we don't stay at home all the time, moping around and mulling around for something to do...we just go out, be proactive and grab the bull by its horns [and its balls, since we're going all the way].

want to sky dive? pull the cord.

want to bungee jump? jump off a bridge.

of course, if i had the funds and resources to allow me to live my life like some kind of quasi-daredevil/thrillseeker [are you xander cage?], i wouldn't be here, would i? i'd be globetrotting in my private jet with my beautiful yer sophisticated supermodel fiance and we'd be having the time of our lives...everyday.

but the beauty in all of the boredom would probably be that we appreciate the different better. road trips to nowhere, getting lost in haunted areas...things like that sound stupid, but they have to be done. it's imperative that something different be done in order to ensure that our lives aren't going to be wasted in front of the tv playing video games for the whole day [uh-oh...].

do something different today. it doesn't have to be brilliant, but just roll with it. don't think about where you're going to be...just think about what you're going to do.