"janie don't take your love to town"
it's about a quarter to 5 in the morning and the promise that i made to myself to sleep at midnight is well overdue. lying down on a couch and attempting to hypnotize yourself to sleep is hardly the solution, but i guess that if effort has been made, then effort truly has been made. anyway, it hasn't been a wasted night; i've been snoop dogg for the better part of a journey through LA [which i'm starting to fall more and more in love with, but i'd most definitely move to new york if i ever had the chance], plus, i've been reading up on localization strategies that companies can take in asia post-crisis. joy.
the ever-lingering doubt about life crawls up every now and then. with more and more friends graduating, you'd think that i'd need to reassess everything. well, i have. all i can say is that once my heart told me that i was destined for something else, and that's what it was: a heart telling me that i was destined for something else. it never meant that i truly was destined for something else, although in this exact moment in time, i wish i was. people say that you should live life without regrets, but that's just like the old adage 'if you love it, let it go'. it doesn't make sense, and it's just bull.
i know i've had my fair share of regrets so far, and i can only look forward for more to come. and don't get me started about that adage, because i don't believe in it. what kind of idiot would let go of something that he loves if it makes him feel even worse in the end? better keep it and feel the pain than try to lose it and lie to yourself. though i'm probably a bleeding minority in this. enough. it's 10 to 5, and i should be sleeping.
only i'm not. maybe another relay message should do the trick.
it's about a quarter to 5 in the morning and the promise that i made to myself to sleep at midnight is well overdue. lying down on a couch and attempting to hypnotize yourself to sleep is hardly the solution, but i guess that if effort has been made, then effort truly has been made. anyway, it hasn't been a wasted night; i've been snoop dogg for the better part of a journey through LA [which i'm starting to fall more and more in love with, but i'd most definitely move to new york if i ever had the chance], plus, i've been reading up on localization strategies that companies can take in asia post-crisis. joy.
the ever-lingering doubt about life crawls up every now and then. with more and more friends graduating, you'd think that i'd need to reassess everything. well, i have. all i can say is that once my heart told me that i was destined for something else, and that's what it was: a heart telling me that i was destined for something else. it never meant that i truly was destined for something else, although in this exact moment in time, i wish i was. people say that you should live life without regrets, but that's just like the old adage 'if you love it, let it go'. it doesn't make sense, and it's just bull.
i know i've had my fair share of regrets so far, and i can only look forward for more to come. and don't get me started about that adage, because i don't believe in it. what kind of idiot would let go of something that he loves if it makes him feel even worse in the end? better keep it and feel the pain than try to lose it and lie to yourself. though i'm probably a bleeding minority in this. enough. it's 10 to 5, and i should be sleeping.
only i'm not. maybe another relay message should do the trick.
posted by funkyhippopotamus at
4:42:00 am
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