settle for less.

a realist's view.

i'll never be happy with whoever i'm with.

i will never get the partner that i really want. and even if i did, she'd would never pupate into the wife i'd want.

that's right. my ideal girlfriend and my ideal wife are polar opposites.

i am a picky bastard.

i don't want to settle for less but it seems to be what everyone else is doing.

if that's what the world's coming to, is there any hope left?

yes, comment all you want about my own lack of qualifications to being a good partner.

the truth is, i don't know what i want, but if i got it, i'd probably not be happy with it, either. i don't know what it means to be satisfied, and i always want more. more.

i wouldn't have felt like this a long time ago.

but i have grown up. everything's falling to the shits.

too much of a good thing won't kill you.