right now it's 3:46 on a sunday morning. what'm i doing awake? i'm not quite sure. so far, i haven't showered [shhhhh...], but i still feel arguably fresh. this might be another 36 hour day for me, but i don't think so...i'm getting a bit laggy, and i guess that's an indicator to partake in some much needed slumber. i've spent the better part of the last 3 hours or so watching vcds...i don't really advocate piracy, but i can see why it's useful. i caught most of "narc" starring jason patric and ray liotta as well as "ballistic: ecks vs. sever". "narc" was good...it was gritty, it was real and it kept you guessing. not to give too much of a good thing away, but it basically focuses on the mystery surrounding the death of an undercover narcotics officer and how a former narc officer is sent in to help in the investigation. the former narc [patric] accidentally shot an innocent under the influence of *something*, thus losing his job or something to that extent. y'know...cop dramas. "ecks vs. sever" wasn't as bad as i thought that it'd be...just that when you have a thai director who goes by the name of "kaos", you know that you shouldn't really be putting your hopes up. it was filmed on location in vancouver...and most of vancouver is wrecked as a result. lots of big explosions, some slow-mo shots, lots of bullets and guns. ecks basically is assigned to track sever. something like that. sever has kidnapped the son of this intelligence bigshot, and...erm...well, let's just say that everyone lives [abruptly] happily ever after. a night well spent?...i don't really know what to say to that.

right now i'm listening to the calling's camino palmero album. it sounds like...well...an american version of mat rock music. though some say that mat rock music reminds them of...erm...classic american rock-ballady-mid western stuff that never aged. never mind, it's just ballady rock. hannah may love alex band's voice, but c'mon...nothing beats bono. or julian casablancas. even howlin' pete. then again, i'm just jealous. top 20 airplay, yada yada yada...rock star. hmph. thanks to may ann for ripping the album...along with the "i am sam" soundtrack [that was a good movie...somewhat], and the hoobastank album which i haven't gotten the chance to sample yet. i'm a long way off from becoming a full-fledged film critic...but i only watch them, dammit. no interest in reviewing. just that it's 4 in the morning and i've got nothing to do.

okay...i love acoustic guitars, but only to a good measure. okay. and i'm starting to get sick of alex band's voice. maybe i should change the cd...no? no.

i wish that i had more of a life to make things wrong.