"managing change [part ii]"
thursday, february 26th, 2004
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sometimes i don't know if not being there someone makes a difference to them. when someone has everything else that they need, is another burden from somewhere far away all that worth it? i don't know. it's hard to put faith in assuring yourself that everything will work out for the best. emotions are more like commodities, and we act upon instincts. nothing wrong with that, but sometimes, if principles and reasons overcome emotion, then...what's the point of feeling? yes, it does give rise to thinking, but without emotion, then what?

sometimes i wish that i could just take away everything i've said and just call it exuberance. but it's not, it's me, what i am. loyal to the end, and believing that all things can be worked out...to a mutually beneficial agreement. that sounds so technical, but...i guess i'm a positivist.

yea, well. i'm trying to get it, yea? i'm just trying.