one is shit lonely.

i like the way my life's been lived.
i mean, it could use some tweaks here and there, but it's been alright.
i wish i had a brother to kick around.
i wish i had a sister to kick around.
better yet.
i wish there was an infant to kick around...like a soccer ball!

goal!
score!
hat-trick!
milestone!

poor, poor baby.

but seriously.
i wish i had a sibling.
things would be a lot less boring.
a bit of normalacy would be brought.

and i wouldn't be making stupid quasi-rants like these.

my little brother,
oh where art thou?
i really need to know!
the go-karts are waiting,
the go-karts are waiting!

daddy might've not been there,
but you could've seen it through,
i would've found strength in family,
we're family, me 'n you.

but you're not here...you don't exist.
there's really nothing there to miss;
in the end,
i'm alone.

just like at the beginning.