wearing thin.

wearing thin.

okay. i'm just sort of burnt out. not as much as melissa, but i'm more sick of doing all this than she is...if she says that she's tired of it, she has no idea. 1 more day til the help idol final, and we haven't sold enough tickets to make a decent crowd. and three weeks until the ball, and...i'm worried. amazingly, i don't really show it, which makes people think that i'm the eternal slacker, but i'm not. though it's rather difficult to prove since everyone already has the idea that i'm having the time of my life doing this embedded in their heads. excellent.

extracurricular activities. fun. fun. fun. no, really, they are...but yesterday i realized that i've been doing this event-planning thing for 5 months straight, since help idol was conceptualized. it's funny how some things take shape.

i'm tired. and i know that a lot of other people are, as well.